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Meaning

How do you define meaning? I don't know what “logotherapy” means but I can get behind what Frankl has to say.  COVID takes more than lives; it takes away social interaction, it takes away human contact… it also takes away meaning. I know this might sound depressing, but in many...

Re-evaluating Priorities

As I'm writing this piece I'm looking out across Lake Michigan from our “fish-bowl,” a room we named in our new house. It’s snowing right now which is weird… it was sunny 5 minutes ago. My dad is sitting next to me and my dog, Remi, is at our...

The Silver Lining of Shared Suffering

Before the chaos – the constant instability that would come to define much of my life – I had a childhood that many dream of. I was a white male, born into a middle-class family, in a predominantly white, suburban town. While my family tree was a bit complicated, the first few years of my life were comfortable, stable, and supportive.

Mints on My Closet Shelf

Where is the resilience to advocate for humanity in the face of pathology in medical culture? This piece explores the ease of seeing patients as people rather than their disease at the beginning of clerkship year in comparison with the end of the year, when the heftiness of medical knowledge and its culture obscures the person who has the disease.

The Social Needs Response Team: Expanding Patient Care Outside of the Hospital

These pieces are part of a series highlighting the unique ways in which COVID-19 has changed the medical school experience.

Beneath the Skin

Humans are intriguing. They are brought into a world of unknowns, yet are capable of learning what seems to be an endless amount. People say, “you get wiser as you grow older” through life lessons and experiences, but no one speaks about the inevitable challenges we face. It is...

Concert Night

There I was, in front of a matte black grand piano, palms sweating, eyes darting sheepishly about the mass of spectators. From the crowd, my father gave me a look of encouragement, and, in a fleeting boost of confidence, I began to play.  Frédéric Chopin’s Nocturne in E-flat major, Opus...

A Resilience Too Foreign to Me And My Country

In 2000, my parents folded their Beijing apartment into neat little piles, tucked their lives into three striped suitcases, hugged closely what couldn't be taken, then flew to America. Too wise for dreams of a white-picket fence, they dreamed instead of “better.” They dreamed of America. In 1966, my parents...

Holding Hope: Facing Therapeutic Limitations in Mental Illness

She sat at the table’s head with eyes downcast and black brows furrowed. Her thin body wilted over her knees, her shins creating a shield to protect her vital organs. The corners of her lips sagged unnaturally – as if weights had hung from each end for many months,...

An Honor for Whom?: The Meritocratic Myth of AΩA

We have the opportunity to make Perelman a more just, equitable institution by discontinuing the AΩA Honor Society at the medical student level. Let me explain. On a recent survey from Penn’s Medical Student Government, I was asked to respond to the question, “I believe that AΩA should exist at...

AI: Medicine’s Friend or Foe?

As artificial intelligence becomes more prevalent in our lives as medical students, residents, and attendings, it is up to us to be open-minded about their potential but wary of the possible detriments to patient care, especially for minority populations.

Are Medical Schools Addressing All Dimensions of Health? Perspective from Philadelphia Medical Students

This summer marked the inaugural release of the Planetary Health Report Card project at thirteen leading medical schools across the country, including the Perelman School of Medicine. The project aims to galvanize action from the med ed community around the key connections between patients’ health and current environmental crises. Perelman's results highlighted both strengths & opportunities for growth – at this critical juncture, medical schools must invest in planetary health and environmental justice to best safeguard the wellbeing of future patients.

Minorities Deserve to be Doctors Too

Holistic admissions should be a bare-minimum responsibility of medical institutions to avoid perpetuating systemic racism and to make tangible progress towards improving diversity in medicine.

Honors

When clinical clerkships go virtual, gunning for top grades becomes much more difficult for med students.

A Level

I had been longing for Black joy, and despite everything going on, my A level people gave it to me.

A Nonsensical Pie, The Island of Relief, and the COVID-19 Pandemic: Takeaways from Two Aspiring Physicians

After staffing a COVID-19 medical shelter in Boston, we reflect on lessons learned about resource allocation in healthcare and services for people experiencing homelessness.

Journal of a Former MS1

Now that I’ve shown you some of the disturbingly mundane, easily forgotten, embarrassingly unfiltered, suspiciously fragmented, difficult-to-summarize minutiae of my first year at Penn Med, I’m tempted to add my editorial thoughts to the above — but I won’t. What is far more important is your interpretation of the excerpts as you live out your own MS1 year.

With Love For The Rule Of Threes

You all will have exposure to incredible faculty at Perelman and in the Penn Medicine system as a whole. They will be there to offer world-class mentorship. The sheer diversity of interests and responsibilities will hopefully give you some insight into what you want to pursue in the future. However, emulating these individuals from afar can only accomplish so much. It is only when we take a genuine, in-depth interest in the mindset, systems, and values of our mentors that we can hope to emulate them in the future.

Made in the U.S.A.

The banning of tear gas in international warfare as an acknowledgment of its dangerous nature is a farce: most warfare occurs domestically, between civilians and the government forces who once swore to protect and defend those civilians.

Reflections on My Role in Anti-Black Racism

I am neither Black nor white. I feel awkward and almost out of place commenting on a history in which my relatives did not participate. In my household, I can trace the trauma of the Cultural Revolution on the opposite side of the world more than I can the...

The Problem of The Family Without Masks

How should we feel about a family that refuses to wear masks?

Philly’s Children Are Our Children

As the pandemic shatters community support systems, Philadelphia’s marginalized children are more vulnerable than ever before. What new challenges will they face when we begin the return to “normal” life?

‘Your Silence Will Not Protect You’: A Letter to My Medical Community

This essay is a perspective piece about my experience in medical school as a Black student. Originally an assignment for class, it became my way of processing the genocide and racism of Black people in the United States. It is a call to action for medical schools, students, and doctors to take a stance against anti-Black racism. As Audre Lorde said, “Your silence will not protect you.”

Women Leaders at Penn Med: Looking Back, Looking Forward

The road to gender equality has been decades in the making. Though progress has been gradual: with women currently comprising ~36% of the physician workforce and ~50% of medical school enrollees, irrefutable challenges still remain. Several physician leaders at Penn Med reflect on their experiences as women in medicine.

Is A Surgery Just A Surgery?

No medical or public health decision is socially neutral. Every drug, surgery, and behavioral therapy that we provide is as much a medical intervention as a social, economic, and political one.

Bad Blood

A medical student learns to navigate the fear of being exposed to a virus.

Checking In

An Emergency Medicine intern receives an unexpected message from a former flame and must reconcile hope with reality.

Football and the Brain: Our Current Understanding of Chronic Traumatic Encephalopathy

Does football cause dementia? Check out what the current literature has to say about chronic traumatic encephalopathy.

First Wave

The offseason in coastal Rhode Island is usually quiet. The breeze whipping off the Atlantic that draws the city folk during the oppressive heat of summer is exactly what keeps them away during the winter months. The ubiquitous clam shacks, surf shops, and ice cream parlors shutter their doors....

Out of the Frying Pan into the Fire

When Trump banned travel from Europe to the US, many Americans abroad were awoken in the middle of the night by concerned messages and calls. Instead, I was alerted by practical joke. My partner, who had woken up first and read the news, came in and sat on the...

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Scenes from Clerkship Year, on film

Clerkship Year is our first step into the reality of healthcare. We start as wanna-be shadowers and quickly progress...

The Sterile-Blue Stage

My attending figure-skates an instrument through the feathery fascia of the anterior neck. Smooth surgical steel slides easily through...

This Patient Does Not Exist

Note: certain details have been omitted to protect patient identity. Try using your imagination? I made my way through the...

Found

I’m in a big city now  where I can’t see the stars  but I think I found God again. He is cell...

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Cherry Blossom

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Living Among the Dead

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